I'm going to take this quick opportunity to blog because we're all (me, L, and the cat) up at a decent hour, it's a half day so I can justify not packing a lunch, and I pulled the Death card this morning. So maybe I should try to get my mental healths a little bit in order before whatever happens...happens!
I'm feeling less uneasy than I have been the last two days. Perhaps I haven't drunk enough caffeine yet!
+ We successfully complete all valentines for the class 24 hours earlier than I thought they were due.
- Laundry everywhere. But it's clean, tho'! The Keeping House While Drowning lady said it was fine!
+ Group projects have been going okay, as have exams that I barely studied for due to Factors, and quizzes.
- I have hella lectures to catch up on, people whose phone calls I have to return, and un-fucking my house type things that I HAVE TO DO soon. In the weeds? I am so familiar with her!
+ Conversation with my MIL went better than expected yesterday. Not best-case scenario, but not worst!
- My mother has started saying things like, "Don't be hasty (when making decisions)!" And this makes me all types of mad. In part because it's something she used to say to me all the time as a child and in part because - wow. We don't care about any of the things I've been confiding in you about, huh? Just about me staying married no matter what? Not the best, not the best.
+ I did actually sign L up for figure skating at Tha Mall and ran into one former and two current coworkers and a super-nice lady who used to talk to me about how I was going to school to become an OT and whose youngest kid I currently see once a week for OT camp at my former workplace. Is it a positive auger? Maybe. Is actually just another case of Alaska Is a Small Town? Probably.
+/- I'm going to see my favorite musical with a friend (V) I've never seen a musical with before - and really haven't hung out with much besides couple dates. I guess that could be a combination of positive and negative, but I think probably positive overall. Eh. I'm changing it to neutral. Neutral, I say!
+/- This is neutral too. S wants to starts couples therapy and we're already running into scheduling things where he's not getting back to me about times after the initial flurry of communication. But he is communicating about pickup time this afternoon - which, positive?
- I'm anticipating missing L a lot this weekend. 💔
Anyway, hope you're having a better day today and an okay-est longest shortest month. The bullshit be everywhere. It's making the floor slippery! And smell like a barn. Ew.
No comments:
Post a Comment