I got to SLEEP. Well, I took the window to sleep and slept and slept and slept and slept and
More or less right through until morning. 8:00 PM to 5:00 AM, baybee. It was very nice of my in-laws and S to let me do that and very fortunate that nothing really messy was planned for New Year's Eve Dinners. Dreams were pretty normal. The one right before I woke up was about S chiding me for something or other. I took that as a sign it was time to wake up.
New Year's Resolutions/Resolves/Resets: going to try for a sober year again this year. I think I was going to do that last year and it just...didn't happen. Try try again, I guess. And then the rest is just vague atta-girl type things related to self-care and care of others and continuing to journal and be present and un-rough the callus of my heart and so-forth.
It seems bleak to sit down and make a comprehensive list of everything that happened this year. My future self may thank me for it, but I don't really want to. I can always comb back through the archives here if need be, I guess. Up to a certain point anyway.
One of L's baby room teachers came by last night and sat and talked for about an hour. She loved and I mean loved L. And still does. She seems to have chosen L as her surrogate grand-baby since her daughter isn't likely to have any kids (her words).
Time to go make coffee. <3 Neutral-to-Happy New Year!
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